re-attempting.

sooo....hmmm. trying to remember about this poor ol' thing, and not let it become neglected. (again...) perhaps ...?

well, are you?

are you happy?

good question, that. and, instead of answering directly, i just sort of wept on my end of the world.

ridiculous, isn't it?

i'd like to think i can answer that 'yes' sometimes, but i don't know that i can. i'm not really anything at the moment. not numb, just...not anything. so, why the crying?

i don't know.

there were many questions asked that i wanted to answer, and just couldn't. there were an equal amount of questions asked that i don't know that i really wanted the answers for, either. things that left me green-eyed and grumpy...remember, always remembering--things change.

the world keeps spinning even if i stay in one place.

at first...and then.

and so i'm another somewhere else....